So Some things changed in the past 2 days, I could write a frickin’ novel of the events but I won’t do that..I’ll just tell you the exciting parts!
So it’s pretty clear that I am a bad girl. Bad, bad girl. Some shit went down yesterday, I have an issue with shoplifting, I think it has a lot to do with the fact I have grown up and lived in poverty my entire life, and so it’s a terrible habit I developed when I was in the depths of addiction, and unfortunately it has carried over into my clean life. And I know it’s wrong, it’s been weighing on my conscience lately and I’ve been telling myself I should stop doing it, and I know theres not excuse other than it is purely impulsive. And I’ve been getting away with it for so long, but yesterday I got caught. Stealing food because I ran out of money and I am hungry.
It was a huge scare, thank god they didn’t press charges and I thought I was going to get kicked out of my building but I came clean and I got a second chance. I will never shoplift again ever. Scared the life out of me and I’m so grateful not to have a record. I can’t believe I would take risks like that, but I guess that’s all part of the addictive mind…risk taking…impulsiveness…so that’s something I am seriously going to put under the microscope and do some serious work and councelling around because I don’t want to get in trouble with the law or lose my housing.
So after that giant scare I called buddy who runs the escort agency, because I thought I was going to be kicked out of my low income housing, and asked for that interview I was supposed to have last week. Anyways, I had the interview tonight and it was amazing, he was such a gentleman, we went for tea and talked and then he brought me to the condo where I met the other girl I will be working with.
He said he will get along so well because she’s just like me, cute, bubbly, smiley and a sweetheart. And ya! It was a great start, he took some photos of my in lingerie and these hot knee high boots, as well as naked, then we went through the process, and it was fucking hot. We layed down and started kissing, then I gave him some head and we fucked 3 different ways before he came. First on my back, which was mm so good, then I got on top, then he took me from behind me on all fours. It was damn good. And it’s nice because theres showers and it’s really private and it’s just the 2 of us girls, and security.
I’m so happy that I changed my mind and had the guts to actually go for the interview, because after that horrible date last week I was very skeptical of men in general. But this turned out to be very professional and real, unlike the goofs off seeking arrangement. So that was my first day on the job, and tomorrow is my real first day on the job, I start in the morning.
Wish me luck ❤